thanx!!!
7:58 AM | 0 comments

im happy..

thanks to you..

im very very happy!!!


unexpectedly true!
8:41 PM | 0 comments

unexpected feelings..

unexpected happiness..

unexpected..

but definitely true!!!


dapat niyong malaman...
4:40 AM | 0 comments

mahirap pala magsalita ng tapos...
yan ang natutunan ko..


letting go
2:05 PM | 0 comments

may isang babae na sobra kung magmahal
pero yung mahal naman niya ay may mahal ding iba..
kaya isang araw sinabi nalang niya na aalis na siya.
nagulat ang lalaki kay tinanong niya:
"bakit ka aalis? akala ko ba mahal mo ko?"
sagot ng babae "oo, mahal kita!"
lalaki: "e bakit mo ako iiwan?"
babae: " kasi nga mahal kita..
ayaw kong mahirapan ka sa pagpili sa aming dalawa.."


sad reality
7:08 PM | 0 comments


di ba masakit umasa?..
yung akala mo kayong dalawa na
tapos malalaman mo nalang may iba na siya..
wala ka namang magawa
bakit???
sino ka ba?
kasalanan ba niya na umasa ka???


repost
1:59 PM | 0 comments

binisita ko kani-kanina lamang ang blog ng kaibigan kong si kai at nakita ko ang post niya na binuhay niyang muli kaya naisipan ko din basahin ang mga luma kong post at sa aking pagbabasa.. nakita ko ito:::

date: dec 27, 2005

life has its own ups and down.. we all know that don't we..
but do we really understand it?.. if you ask me..
i actually don't.. i just don't understand why we feel
so down right after feeling so happy.. you know wat i mean..
pgtpos ng sobrang saya.. chaka k nmn iiyak.. kng gnon nlng dn..
yaw k n sumaya.. i miss the old days n wla ako problema..
msya s bhay, skul, lovelife.. potah ngaun wla ng msya..
yaw k n sna mgmura pro damn i hate being so alone..
im not saying is all i need a partner.. hindi un ang ibig kong sabihin..
i can stay single for the rest of my life and still be happy..
but i know that would only happen if im contented with myself..
NEWS FLASH: I'M NOT..
i don't know why but i feel that i still haven't found the real me..
i'm still on the stage where i put on several masks while figuring out
what face would blend with others better..
i know i have friends and i do treasure them but
i still can't say that what im showing them is the real me..
this is all because of what happened in the past..
it still haunts me up until now..and i hate it..
why can't i just step forward and go on with my
life as i used to do..i don't want to feel so ugly, worthless, and insecure..
this is not aybody's fault.. it's all mine..
i have accepted it now..
they've hurt me but it's me who kept all the pain inside..
they've left me but it's me who never let go.. i must move on..
but i just can't.. all im saying here is..
I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!


tamang-tama siya sa akin ngayon lalo pa't nakita ko silang dalawa kanina..oo.. sabi ko tapos na ang lahat sa amin pero iba talaga kapag nasa harapan mo na.. kitang-kita mo na masaya sila.. habang ako'y magpasahanggang ngayon..

Na-iisa..